at once ecstatic and slightly pained, inspired and unnerved

my brain feels full of things.

today i felt as though i was suckling at the teat of princeton borough. i mean...
just the library. they give me books for free, they pay for my parking...

my co-workers will tell you that i am trying so, so hard to be carefree these days!

last weekend i visited lisa in phily for homecoming! penn lost the game and that felt really sad to me. what an alum i am! running into lots of people from all over and all whenever, though, felt very wonderful and i was so glad to.

maybe it's time to go to bed.

oh this weekend was terrible before the homecoming started, though.